Halt in my dreamworks

It was the day, where defeat overtook me by surprise. I sat there, imagining it to be utterly a dream, a dream where it wasn't true and then in that dream it wasn't right, the things weren't right at all.

I was sure of certain things but then somehow it didn't feel right . the applause that rose wasn't for me, the cheers and the smiles that rose wasn't for me, the victory that was been celebrated wasn't for me.  I was numb..numb as an ice.. Icy cold. I wasn't a good player because tears came easily to me, my folks that was around me cried, they shed tears for my failure. I stood there, feeling low and cold. I was already celebrating victory in my head, when suddenly all this things happened. The truth is hard to sink.. Harder is the reality of I losing the "already-won-victory" in my head. "Must have been a misfortune",said one of my friend. People patted me on the back , told me it was an utter shock. I consoled myself saying maybe everything happens for a reason, and everything has a reason to happen. I hope this failure I got, makes me a stronger person. I know it aint  the end of my life , but I know it kinda gave an end to my dreams for now. Written on 19th/4/2014.